It will all get better in time !! :)

It will all get better in time !! :)
Yeah...
I'm lost sometimes...
I'm strolling sometimes...
Yeah...
I'm dreaming like a little child sometimes...
Yeah...
I'm crying like a rain sometimes...
Yeah...
I'm sad like a abandoned child sometimes...
And yeah...
I'm laughing like a crazy person sometimes...
And yeah...
I'm disappointed in everything sometimes...

But today...
Today I'm grateful...
I'm grateful to God...
For everything that happened to me...

And those things which didn't, but I want them to happen...
Well, I guess I have to try harder :)
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# Posted on Thursday, 26 June 2008 at 9:41 AM

Someday I will understand In God's whole plan And what he's done to me...

Nothing seems to be the way
That it used to...
Everything seems shallow...
God give me truth...
In me
And tell me somebody is watching
Over me
And that is all I'm praying is that:

Someday I will understand
In God's whole plan
And what he's done to me...
Oh but maybe
Someday I will breathe...
And I'll finally see
I'll see it all in my baby...

Don't you run too fast my dear
Why don't you stop??
Just stop and listen to your tears
They're all you've got...
It's in you
You see somebody is watching
Over you
And that is all I'm praying is that:

Someday you will understand...
In God's whole plan
And what he does to you...
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe...
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby...


No moment
Will be more true
Than the moment
I look at you...
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# Posted on Friday, 23 May 2008 at 10:11 AM
Edited on Monday, 16 June 2008 at 7:17 AM

So I'd pray... I could break away...

So I'd pray... I could break away...
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly...

I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky...

Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away...

Out of the darkness and into the sun...

But I won't forget all the ones that I love...

I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away...
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# Posted on Thursday, 22 May 2008 at 12:14 PM
Edited on Monday, 16 June 2008 at 7:16 AM

I want... :)

I want a guy...
who would move hair from my eyes and then
kiss me...

who would hold my hand in the mall and make all the girl jealous...

Someone who would sing to me at random moments...
Who would let me sleep on their chest...

A boy who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me...

I want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away...

Someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything I said...

He would throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then
kiss me a million times!!
Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh...

Who would take me to the park and put his arms around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time...
He would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it...

And we'd make out in the pouring rain...

He would never be afraid to say „I love you“ in front of his friends,

And we'd argue about silly things we make up...

I want a boy that would kiss me at the midnight on New Years and count stars with me...

Who would stay home with me on Friday night just to help me make dinner & watch movies together under the same blanket...

Someone who would tell me I'm beautiful but not too often...
Someone who would make me laugh like no one else could...

But, mostly I want someone who would be my best friend and would never break my heart!!
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# Posted on Thursday, 08 May 2008 at 5:04 AM
Edited on Thursday, 26 June 2008 at 9:51 AM

I know that you know...

I know that you know...
I live in the shadow of your shadow...
I know that you know !!
I even paint reality with your colour...
Because, I don't know what else to do...
I don't understand, I don't want to, I can't have a fake smile in front of all that fake people...
That isn't smile, it's cramp...

Nice days for you, for me just memories...
I know that you know...
Because in your head you hear all those empty stories about us...
Thinking about empty days, they are disappearing...

I'm staying and those persons are scaring me...
Damn happy people in love, those roles were ours...

And where are we now...
Look at me, I don't exist...
Only shadows and memories...
Only signs...

How much you get is how much you give...
I know that you know, I know that you know...

One life, where I quit and you continue...
One love where we stopped, where are other persons now...
And tell me what is pride, what is fear I don't want to know...
And when everything crumbles I'll be on my old place, lonely...

All tears are dried...
And in the end I'm not sure have I cried...
And I have lied myself that you're lie...
And gone back to my old way...
But I'm still the same girl...
And then comes the night...
Long, long hours...
I would give everything to stop the clockwises and have you beside me...

I'm looking for you, I'm dreaming of you...
You're not here...
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# Posted on Monday, 28 April 2008 at 9:12 AM
Edited on Thursday, 26 June 2008 at 9:49 AM